i missed this.
i missed it so much i'm getting flutterbys in my stomach. hehehe :)

i haven't done much at work today, nor for the past days. talk about being motivated. haha

a lot has been going on, come to think of it, how much is a lot??
i really don't know the answer to that but it just feels as though things have changed but not really.
labo.

one thing's for sure now, let go and let God.
this really works. all the time.

+i have to find my way back, if not, i'll have to make a better path soon. :)

totoo na to.
goodbye katamaran, hello productivity!
hahaha!!!:D

sabi kasi sa tv knina, nakakatulong ang pagsusulat ng mga gusto mong gawin para maisakatuparan mo to.
kaya heto na...subukan natin! kasi ung babaeng gumawa neto e milyunarya na ngaun!hahaha!!!XD

sa susunod kong sulat, nawa'y iba naman ang minimithi ko.
sa ngayon, ito muna. yes?parang ang dali neto a!haha, kaya to.
para sa kinabukasan ng mga bata.naks!XD

"NO BABY, NO." ~HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

finally!!! hahhaha!!!! more than the grad, i finally have a picture of us!!!! this is sweet. \m/ hahaha!!!!xD

yesterday, we bid farewell to our beloved ddb.
it felt good seeing all of them again, but it was saddening at the same time coz we have to face the reality that it all ends here.
though they'll be inviting us over during activities and stuff, still it would be different.
+++
today, we had the induction of officers/ testimonial dinner in sdds and i am so glad i was there.
i deeply appreciate the efforts that each one has given throughout the year, especially my two dearest partners in crime- nikki & lei.=)
i love these people, really.
not to forget our friends and co-members from both the debate and drama, and our ever supportive advisers, mam lachix and mam flo.=) 

after all the testimonies and AVPs, i was again moved by the reality that even in this org, our time has reached its end.
yes, our service and committment to this organization shall never falter but we know that in the coming days, things would be different, very different. but i am relieved that the incoming eb have shown their competency and confidence in handling their positions. monica's speech assured me that when we leave, they would be able to manage on their own. i do hope that they could do better and we're gonna make sure to back them up in all their endeavors.
+++
reality is really sinking in that as my schooldays end, a lot will end too.
classes. classmmates. routines. tiring trips. org meetings. rehearsals. quizzes. requirements. late nights. ym confis. pick ups. lib.

and little by little, i am being reminded of how i was and how i lived my college years and it seems that these reminders are leading me to gather my self for my life ahead.

the above mentioned happenings reminded me that i am a thespian, a friend, a confidant, a counselor, a leader and most importantly, a passionate person in all my dealings. i know i have flaws but i am proud of how i've managed to improve my self throughout the years, and i'm willing to walk extra miles to be better. there's still a lot to work on, i know.:)

with this, i hope that i could make a clearer picture of what, who and where i want me to be.
+++
thank God for family, friends and faith.
they keep me living a happy life. =)

...one litre indeed.





it shed light, once more.
it shone so bright my eyes bled, my heart broke and my spirit awoke.



nonetheless, this extraordinary light...
i shall keep it with me everyday, and hopefully share it with more people.


+ i think i'll go with what i said i wanted to do when i was about 10 or 12 yrs old:
"inspire and be of help to others."
anybody who knows the way there? help, onegai?
ya, i guess i'll do just that.
na, i shall do that.

i feel light and i am thankful.grateful even.:)

i am. stressed.out.
i literally dragged myself to the bathroom today.
with matching rants which i oftenly did way back kindergarten.

i am tired.
but i am trying to live each day as it goes hour per hour.
parang ung buong araw ko ay isang buong ojt day lng.
gising-ligo-pasok sa ojt/skul-uwi-tulog.
tlgang ganto ka sirkulo ang mundo e no?

hay.anyway,aun nga.
it's fairly the same each day.
i am just extra gr8ful for people.
my self,family and friends.
wala e, sila nlng tlga nkkpgpangiti sakin.
hehe:)

hay...bsta gnun.
sige, thesis ,report and case study pa ko.

"Since light is faster than sound,
people seem bright;
until you hear them speak."

got this form a friend
and it made me ponder.
so im sharing its truth.

this message justified the
existence of p*t* bukaka.
hahaha! >evil!!!

anyway. this is my first 20-08 post.
thus, i'll say what's in my heart right now...


i miss joligs.
bans.
cyncha.
kaye.
ange.
nob.
tita cherry.
hm...reg too??naaa....
hahaha!:D *peace*

friends,we shall be drinking in a while, ne?
*cheers!*

+ i need some rest. i've been working my ass off 24/7.
but i have to do this with barely 4 weeks left.


++ and i thank God for family, friends, ddb and the walks i've been
doing for the past nights.
-i miss. i walk. soon...again.